BEAUTIFUL LIES~

2012-01-26T15:48:00.000+08:00

hello world~ going bai nian later on~ bringing that stupid boy of mine along! haha! so bored todayyyy! sian ttm! later still got to see that f*** face of the fat ass! KNN! lol~ ok, maintain!

\not bad eh~ my nails maintain also~ hee hee! at least mei you baibai waste $13. tomorrow UNCLE RINGO! :) WEEEEEE! need to save up now le! (^^) heh!
and it feels like i have not been to work for a million years le! lol~ next week start work ba~ wanna chiong till feb 15th get pay! then i shall look for other job le!

JHHjdsgjkahrdtiouregjkdfhnkj! OK, RANDOM TYPO BUT STILL sdfjklkguiorghjsfkljhklgj!

ok, shall stop! bye

2012-01-25T12:18:00.000+08:00

ok, hello! day 3 of chinese new year! ;) have won quite alot BALLS! heehee~ but now my babyboy is on his way to school... but nvm! we are both gonna catch a movie later on! woohoo! :D didn't expect so much hong bao if me and goh fu wasn't together! :) thanks babyboy <3
wore a dress yesterday~ i was so lady-like lo! haha! heels & dress! PINK DRESS SOMEMORE!
new year, hope we are going to be better day by day! i think we've not quarreled for quite a period of time :) (Y) i really hope to maintain this way BALLS! haha! i know we will~ <3 anyway, GOING UNCLE RINGO THIS FRIDAY :) but then sun will not be there..
in about 3 weeks time, it will be our 6 month anni! looking forward to the flyer ride! :)
omg! angry die me! this blog post got prob and it cut half my post away! fuck! now got to retype again!
WAAAAAA! :@:@:@
ok, nvm, shall retype it!

gonna meet my retarded girl for lunch later on~ AUDREY CHEONG! :) my fav girl! that's sounds wrong but then you know what i meant can already! right aud?

ok, after this i totally forgot what i had posted earlier on though~ sigh~ stm is really bad!
oh ya, i typed i was texting my babyboy! haha~ retarded conversation but sill i like it!

ok, shall stop here~ goodbye!
am i bitchy? ok, random thoughts~ i know i am if i wanna be!

2012-01-22T01:53:00.002+08:00

forget to add on! MY DEAREST BABYBOY PAINTED MY TOE NAILS! AHAHA! UPLOADED THE PHOTO ALREADY! WANNA KILL HIM! but still i think its cute <3

2012-01-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

2012-01-22T01:47:00.000+08:00

helloooo! have not blogged for so long! so dead now! rawr!!!!
went far east with my awesome babe yesterday! accompanied her shop for her new bag and i did my nails! black again but still i <3 it! wooohooo! haha
after that went chomp chomp to have dinner with b and his clique of friends~ yumyum~
went kbox after that! saw SHIHUI!!! my primary school friend~ was actually thinking that it would be awkward to see her though but then i was very happy~ :) sang lots of song yesterday! woah~ it's like as though i have not been so crazy already! haha! singing of songs, playing pool, wrestling with my awesome babe and mich bitch! lol! had an enjoyable night indeed. and i actually took the first picture of my babyboy kissing me! HE MUST BE REALLY DRUNK! haha~ but still i like it ALOTTTT!!! loving you more and more <3
reunion dinner tomorrow~ will be going over to b's grandmother house to eat! ANXIOUS! so scary lo :(
but still it's kind of cool! haha! first reunion dinner to be eaten with my boyfriend's family and not my own family.. but still i miss my family! <3
ok, shall stop blogging~ feel like posting some pictures!!! heh! :D

2012-01-18T13:11:00.001+08:00

Hi! Met my aunt yesterday~ she got me a jeans! :D heehee~ love her! <3 had subway for lunch! Worse lunch ever because I don't like subway! Rawr! :( but cannot be too picky! Haha! Went to work after that! Oh gosh! Boss and all the big shot all came down! Work was boring and I don't know why time pass so slow last night! Almost died! Was wondering if time could go Any faster! Had free dinner! (Y) but firstly, it was AWKWARDDDDD and secondly, it wasn't that good! Then went supper with my babyboy! ;) heehee~

Actually working today but I couldn't wake up~ oh well, shall just rest at home :) heh!

Ok, bye world!

2012-01-16T13:16:00.000+08:00

omg! why are you so cute?

hello mv! this is the reason why i love you! <3

i'm going crazy~

ok, shall top~ or else gonna get scolded by goh fu!

but still SARANGHAE ONEW LEE JINKI <3

Rihanna - We Found Love ft. Calvin Harris

2012-01-16T13:15:00.000+08:00

2012-01-16T13:09:00.001+08:00

ok hi! going for work later on~ this whole week i gonna work for like 5 days~ just hoping that next month's pay won't be little! met my sis yesterday! <3 miss them so much! walk around j8, gossiping like those days and talking nonsense as usual :) heehee~ but the only difference is what we want those days where so much much different from now~ we all grew up, our opinion changed, our taste changes too~ practically everything changes except for SISTERS LOVE <3 muack! was expecting to have dinner with them, little did i know that they were going home for ABALONE :( #FML!

sister's dinner = ABALONE

my dinner= 3 bread from breadtalk! and a cup of cappuccino~

haha! and that xing ah! still dare say eat abalone eat till sian! :( life is good at home! haha~

new year eve this sunday balls! haha~

anyway, i bought a dress that i like!!!! weeee~ <3 was actually debating if i should buy anot! heh~

this dress look really sweet but i dont think i look good in it even though kristie and goh fu say its nice :(

i just dont think it will be nice on me! RAWRRRR!

alone at home right now~ missed my facial appointment today.. tired! changed it to thurs! CONFIRM + CHOP MUST GO ALREADY! WANNA LOOK PRETTIER DURING NEW YEAR! :D

i am so gonna watch movie! soon la~ the vow!

and SOMEONE STILL OWE ME MY ZOO MOVIE!!!!! :@ *&^%#$%#&^%&*(%$%^%

ok, shall go watch some onew video! GOODBYEEEEEEEE :)

[HD/FANCAM] 111231 SHINee Onew- Lucifer (rock vers.) + "SHINee is back" ...

2012-01-16T13:09:00.000+08:00

OMG~! ONEWWWW! OMG OMG OMG OMG! <3<3<3<3

OMG! GOING CRAZY!

I LOVE YOU ONEW!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

2012-01-15T02:34:00.000+08:00

hellooooooooo~~~~~ so happy now! went home just now! :D the feeling of home! REALLY! :) got pineapple tarts, potato chips and also yam! chocolates and RED PACKET! i really love my aunt! :) feel so bad to let her down... sigh~ gotta work hard! :) sigh~ don't know what's becoming of sister ah~ :( no longer who we used to be! really... just misses the old times~
anyway, gonna go bugis tomorrow~ :) still thinking if i should get the dress i want anot... then meeting sun and xing like finally! haha! life is getting better day by day! woo hoo!
ok, gonna go eat firstttt!

2012-01-14T04:33:00.001+08:00

hello world! today is SATURDAY! WOOHOO! WHOLE DAY IS KEEP FOR MY BABYBOY <3 heehee~
feel so old suddenly because i feel pain all over me!~ backache~ leg pain, even my sole also pain :( sigh~ lucky today dont need to work! but mon to thurs got to chiong work sia~ :( work as much as i can by the end of this month because it will be adult fare soon! :( my ez link card will expire on the 31st! :( right right~ still waiting for my ite course to accept me or else i can die now~ lol. actually i'm quite sleepy but then b asked me to wake him up, i even gonna finish up his cup of chrysanthemum~ :$
MY BABYBOY IS SO SWEET! FETCH ME FROM THE PRIME BUS STOP JUST NOW~ awww! love you so much! muack muack muack! kiss you ALL OVER! heehee :$ shyshy.
gonna go collect my PINEAPPLE TARTS from my dearest aunt this sun! :0 but i might go in the late afternoon or evening because i'm gonna go pray in the morning~ and also SHOP!
finally booked a facial appointment after like a million years you know? THERE IS THIS REALLY BIG PIMPLE ON THE MIDDLE OF BOTH MY EYEBROWS AND EVERYONE COULD TELL !!!! :( wished that i could pop it but then.... :( i know it will leave a scar! sigh~~~
beginning to love my current job more and more :) it's quite fun though~ ok, shall stop here~ be back for more tomorrow :)
GOODNIGHTIEEE~ <3

2012-01-13T10:09:00.000+08:00

hi~ its another boring old day and i have to go to work.
right, i'm actually a person who gets hurt easily even by verbally...
any nasty words from you, i'll always remember it. funny thing is that i'll never retort back, but i will just keep it to myself. these words will keep lingering around my head and i will often think whatever you said is true and it was my problem because i caused this person to scold me nasty things. as in, you won't get scolded for no reason right? yea, so....
i'm sorry for not being able to understand you at all. useless girlfriend though~ laughing at myself now.
i can never pretend to be heartbroken whenever you say those nasty words, nor pretend that i dont care. i never pretend to be anyone else. i may not be a perfect girlfriend from what i know because of me doing stupid things to make you angry. but i'm trying. i don't know if i'm trying hard enough or not but still i'm trying.... yea, you're sick of sorry... but to me, whenever i made a mistake, i must apologize no matter how many times i've did it.
sigh~ nvm, forget it~
i have no idea why but my heart hurts now...
shall stop here~

守候-5566

2012-01-11T12:57:00.000+08:00

2012-01-11T12:48:00.000+08:00

hi~ my head is bursting soon because of choosing what school i wanna go~ and how am i going to apply it :( my life stinks~ seriously :/ there is too much to say but then i don't know where should i start...
fucking hate that bloody bitch who does not wanna help~ _l_ THIS IS FOR YOU! cb~
stressing my life away~ :( really don't wanna continue studies le. sigh~

anyway, my dear goh fu! <3
please don't give up so easily will you? you need to persevere to be able succeed in life my dear! i will be here for you no matter what like i've said before. remember, from the day we got together, you are no longer 1 person facing your problems. is WE, that will face our problems together~ :) i love you baby~

and now, i just wanna say, i'm fine with you not giving me anything during our anni. i mean i'm not materialistic lo~ i just want you to remember every of our anni and be here for me no matter what! :) but next month must have something hor! at least a card or something!!!! haha~

and my studies thingy~ :( we'll just go with the flow! at most i rest for a year and work my life away~ I'M FUCKING 19 THIS YEAR! :( last year with a 1 in front because i'n gonna be 20 next year~ OHMYGODDDDD! I AM SO OLD! :(
or should i take private ah? hmmm.... kaplan~ hmmm....

2012-01-10T02:27:00.000+08:00

hello~ HAPPY 5TH MONTH ANNI BABY <3 i love you~ 5th month liao~ heehee~
can't wait for 6 months anni :) got surprise :D
anyway, collected my results yesterday, fuck it~ lol!
shall not elaborate too much~ just to sum it, i got 36 points and yea, ite~
choosing courses tomorrow using my n level cert~ ok, very lazy to blog now~
anyway, lose some weight~ WOO HOO! shall post the photo to prove it!

HEH HEH HEH

2012-01-08T04:47:00.001+08:00

haha~ doesn't this remind you of something? so funny!

yea, this is also the word that started me & you :)

bet this is what every girl wants~

2012-01-07T15:03:00.001+08:00

hello~ my dearest onew is sick :( sigh~ take care of yourself my dear! <3 muack!

anyway, i'm going jb tomorrow already! :) quite excited to shop! heehee~ heels, shoes, clothes! HERE I COME! WEE~

right~ first quarrel in 2012 today. 7/1/2012. :( heart wrenching to see us quarrel like that... it hurts you know?
anyway, everything is fine now. 3 days more to 5th month. time passes so QUICKLY! hopefully things will last! :)

new year is like around the corners~ but no feel for it~ :/
and that no nonsense like those past years, celebrating with sisters~
this year, i'm going BAINIAN with b! so shy :$:$ haha~

anyway, my goh fu has went out with cy~ i'm at homeeeee! so bored~ shall talkbox my darling <3 haha~
awesome girl i have <3 and also as crazy as i am~ weee~

right~ just back from slacking! didn't ven know my sis moved alrdy! lol! forever won't know what she is doing though~ don't care also~ stomach cramping like shit now! :( i feel SO FAT! rawr! hate it! :( i don't wanna be fat lo~ should really cut down on food! heehee~ gonna buy a pair of shoe which only cost $5 :) cool storyyyy~ so i can save money for just one more pair of heels and the rest of the $$, i'm so gonna spend on CLOTHINGSSS! ONCE IN A YEAR THAT I CAN SHOP MAN! WEEEEEE~ :)
hmm... shall arrange to meet sun someday next week to buy new year clothing with her~ working at the egg tart stall soon! mon going down for interview~ hope to ask for pay straight after work will be better. right~ monday!!!!! SCARY DAY :( SCARED OF MY RESULTS! :( you know the feeling of disappointment even though you expected that you'll not do well at all! :( but still i feel sad :( :( le sigh~ and also most importantly, don't feel like socializing with people whom i hate. just wanna get rid of my secondary school life~ forget everything and start everything afresh in 2012~
ok, signing off now!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

2012-01-05T02:01:00.000+08:00

hello world~
first day of work at the flyers today :) weee~ was quite fun but have to stand the whole day~ and my legs are so SOUR! :( coughing badly these few days :( cough die me! SIGH~ tomorrow got work again :) with GLADYS! heehee~
just finish dyeing my BOO's hair! he dyed it black back! haha~ look so CUTE <3<3
tweet the whole day with my BOO! i think he is going to get addicted to twitter! heh heh heh!
the way he tweets is so cute <3 LOVE HIM SO MUCH! haha~ also teitted that he miss me! think i dont know!
accompanying BOO to school to register his school thingy~
shall upload some of the new year photos i took that day
ENJOY~

chalet <3 muack

brothers~

STEVEN! haha~

COUPLES OF 2012

the 3 awesome babes~

FUCKYEAH~

GROUP PHOTO

my dearest, cutest, hottest BOO <3<3

Rishii :)

THUMBS UP (Y)

my awesome BOYFRIEND

SMILEEEES :)

FUTURE WEDDING PHOTO 1

MY awesomeee bitch <3

HEH HEH HEH

2012-01-03T21:42:00.001+08:00

Hello~ finally uploaded all the pictures in my camera! Almost died!!! :( but hope the guys will be happy though~ :) planned to go ice skating today, but then no $$... Shall go next time~ going to work at flyers with Gladys on thurs!!:) omg! I'm so fat! :( couldn't button up the jeans that Gladys brought down for me =•= :( but then it is size 26!!! Duhhh~~~

ok, continue on next day~ woke up early to wake b up to go bbdc! wanted to go with him but i got to meet mitch bitch to get my jeans back so.... IN THE END ALSO NEVER MEET HER! sighh~
my throat was terribly sore today morning! almost died! stay awake after that to text with b until he reaches bbdc~ :) BOO! <3
i think BOO is a really cute name but my goh fu don't like it! lalala~ anyway, met my BOO at j8 then train down to tai seng to see his bike! the WEATHER TOTALLY KILLED ME :( lost our way! lol~ also almost died! after that we went down to amk to ask the price of my phone! FINALLY IT HAS BEEN SOLD! the tpy shop wanna scam! $50? slap him then he know! but then eventually i also sold it for $80! i guess that's the best price~
gonna go work with gladys tomorrow~ :) have not work for so long then now... abit weirdddd!!!!
AND THAT STUPID MITCH BITCH BROUGHT THE WRONG PANTS _l_

ok, shall stop here~ i'm tired!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2012-01-01T07:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! :)
Just back from countdown! my very first countdown for my 18 life~
the fireworks was beautiful though! <3<3<3 have always dream about watching fireworks with my love one! GOH FU CHONG IS THE 1ST ONE! CLAPCLAP* <3 haha! so happy eh~ and also very blessed to have him hugging me while watching the beautiful fireworks~and things I wished to do with my boyfriend, he is always the first one~ <3 walking down the road, pass the bridge, and many many more. Haha, was on our way to view the fireworks, we walk past FULLERTON HOTEL! Heehee~ scared Liao right!? Haha! Was talking nonsense all e way to the place where we wanna go and I kept on rambling about how I wanna hold my wedding and places to go for honeymoon! <3 and i want limousine to fetch me and half an hour of fireworks that night! Haha! Was really fantasizing the day I got married~ I wish to Continue holding your hands to walk down the road and path of future no matter how far or difficult it is. And also I want us to eventually walk down the aisle and continue this journey with our little ones~ <3 And also, how i wish that the fireworks can last forever but i know beautiful moments should not last too long or else it will lose the meaning of it. once in a while the feelings linger around is something that makes me love fireworks more~ :) and the way the guys play sparklers, woah~ never met anyone that crazy before! Haha! And also them making fun of the banglahs~ anyway, really enjoyed it alot with my friends and LOVE ONE! my one & only GOH FU! <3
right~ and it's a bad way to start 2012! BECAUSE LIFE SUCKS! firstly, wanted to go pub to drink, the guys were screened and they decided not to drink then we walked to the coffee club, just nice , CLOSING* _l_
in the end, decided to cab to bishan and slack our morning away, WAITED FOR BLODDY 3 HOURS AND THERE IS NO CAB! :@ almost died! Walk for at least 5km le! And also lost 5 kg lo :)
Waited till 6.30? Then went home taking train! WORSE EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE! but also a memorable one~ haha! Use this to motivate b more to get his license and bike by this year or else we'll have to suffer again! <3 AND I THINK THAT I AM A AWESOME GIRLFRIEND LO :( sighhhh!
Anyway, hope that in this new year, I can work really hard and also PLAY HARD! heehee~
And I've also decided to enroll for car license in march! DETERMINE^*^
Haha~
gonna work at flyers on the 4th :) thanks to Gladys! Haha! Going jb on the 8 I think~ YAYYYYYYYY! SHOP TILL I DROP MAN! wooohooooo!
Really happy you know!?
Sorry if this post is so longgggg but then these few days is really happening so bear with it :) ok, shall stop here!
will post some picture the next time perhaps!

CIAOOOOO!

HELLO 2012! :)

2011-12-31T14:06:00.000+08:00

ok! hi! my blog is so dead already huh! :(
last day of 2011~ shall blog my last post and start a new one in 2012!
hmm... within 1 year, things changed unexpectedly. life wasn't what i planned earlier for my 2011 new year resolution. however, this year made me grew stronger, more independent, more special, more loved, more mature and lastly, more NONSENSE! :) haha! it's been quite a tiring year for me for those who knows what happened~
i don't know if 2012 is really the end of the world but i know that from tomorrow onwards, the very first day of 2012, i'm going to cherish my life, treasure my love ones and most importantly, stay strong no matter what.

ok, going for countdown later on! it's like WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :) haha! so excited eh! my very first countdown after so many years of being trapped at home and only able to watch tv :/ RAWRRRR
can't wait to see the FIREWORKSSSSSSSS <3 OH YEAHHH!!!!!!
MY GFC!~ :) I LOVE YOU! :) <3<3<3 LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! haha! going to say siao again right! BOO~ <3 thanks for entering my life 10082011~ you must never let go of my hands alright~ i will wanna hold your hands and walk down every road, street, every corner and eveywhere and eventually the aisle! <3

TIME TO LIST DOWN MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!
in 2012~
* i wish to be a little more mature
* things go smoothly in my life
* my aunt is healthy
* work harder!

2011-12-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

hi~ officially dropped all my nails~ LOL~ sound exaggerating! but still back to square 1 when it comes to growing nails~ need grow them AGAIN! _l_ rawrrr~
FINALLY PROVED MYSELF RIGHT!!! but still~~~~
is a little tired :(
ANYWAY! GFC! I'M NOT TROUBLED! :@
blahblahblah~ had lunch at j8! the noodle taste bland! :/ bought a new SHINEE EZ LINK CARD STICKER!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPYYY!!!!!!!!! too bad don't have onew's individual photo!~ :( gonna keep the old photo as souvenir!
I LOVE ONEW!!!!!!!
<3<3<3<3
JOBJOBJOB! :(
still can't find one yet~
how?>????
somehow i feel like i cannot face my sis anymore! awkward moment~
2011 ending in less than a week time~
an unhappy year is coming to an end! hope 2012 will be better~

2011-12-25T19:53:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE~
heading town later on~ meeting b's clique~ :)
heehee~ secretly got b a christmas present and he kept on thinking when i got it~ haha! SO CUTE! not gonna tell you! :p happy to see the smile on b's face :) <3<3 makes me happy too!
i'm not gonna leave you alright? my heart is with you! GOH FU CHONG!
nails chipping everyday! :( thumb hurts now~ :( itchy hands!!!!
ANGRYYYY!!!!!!!!!
ok, leaving house soon~ goota go prepare now! BYEEEEEEEE

2011-12-23T23:48:00.001+08:00

Hi! Back from chalet! It was quite a nightmare! :( Sighhh! Why I'm the world you came for!? FUCKED UP BITCH :@. _|_ shall just ignore you for the rest of my life~ lol! We are very close? we USED to be close! LOL! And I've just realized that I've changed so much after last night's conversation!
Anyway, I shall drop this matter~ just woke up and I've got a bad backache~ we left the chalet at 10 plus I guess? Walked all the way to the train station and took a train to tampines~ accompanied b to collect his passport and bought lunch home! Was so tired that I can fall asleep right when I am walking! :( and I'm still feeling tired up till now~
my nose still as bad as ever~ :( there is so much things to do!!!!! Rawrrrr!
Ok, shall stop here! Gonna eat my dinner now~
Ciaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

2011-12-21T22:06:00.001+08:00

Hi! In chalet right now :D but a little bored~ waiting for Mitch bitch to come~ sighsigh~ my first ever chalet with my "friends"! Excited though~ heehee~ am a little sleepy now! My bedroom looks kinda cool! A big queen size bed? RED IN COLOR! lol! Shall upload it after the chalet is over! :) this chalet kinda turn into a club with the blasting music! BUT I LIKE :) haha! Ok! Shall stop here~ going out to join b!

CIAOOOO

2011-12-20T01:32:00.001+08:00

Hiiii! Still having flu :( eating chocolate :) heehee! Can prepare to die tomorrow! It's gonna be a busy day tomorrow :) wake up early in the morning To accompany b to bbdc, then to raffles hotel for interview! Lastly, to TTA to collect my passport! The day after tomorrow is CHALET! Really excited lo :)
DAMM! My nails really chip DAMM fast! Sigh~ not a girl at all! Don't know how to take good care of it!!!! :(:( but I know GOHFU WILL STILL LOVE ME :)
Haha! B ah! 5 months is not enough to hug you! I can never get tired of HUGGING YOU! never!!! :) <3<3
these few days keep going to kpool! Saw the guy who was working in it fair that time! Forgot his name~ but still what a coincidence~
Miss sun alot suddenly~ tagged me a mulan video's post in Fb! We used to watch mulan at home! POTATO CHIPSSSSS! haha! Good old memories~
Ok, shall stop here! Gonna try sleeping! :) GOODNIGHT

2011-12-19T00:47:00.001+08:00

Hi :( having flu currently! Must be the rain~ sigh! Feeling terrible now:( dyinggggg soon I guess~ anyway, glad that my aunt finally found my passport! <3 she is really nice to me sia! Really love her! She prepared 200 rm for me an also stuff some money to me! <3<3
Accompanying b to go collect his passport tomorrow! Heehee! Now I'm quite excited to go jb!
Ok, random thinking now! Why do you love me so much? I'm not that good at all :( I don't deserve a second chance :( omg! Love you so much my baby goh Fu! <3 I'm really sorry for being so despicable! Le sighhhhh~ ok, gonna die soon! Goodnight <3

I LOVE GOH FU CHONG!
but....

I LOVE ONEW MORE! LEE JIN KI :)

2011-12-18T02:30:00.001+08:00

Helloooooooooo~ spent the whole day out today! Haha! Slack with b's friend! Fun group! :) the way their friends say about the chalet, MAKE ME FEEL LIKE GOING RIGHT NOW! It will be my 2nd time attending friend's chalet! Shy to say :( gonna enjoy it! Heehee~ met a new friend name Gladys today! Fun and cute girl Eh~ haha! Anyway, totally hate anti social people~ not exactly anti social but choose people to be anti social to! Don't like straight can say wan! Lol! #thingsihate
Woah~ I think I miss twitter too much! Treating my blog like twitter sia! Lalala ~ ok! Signing off now! GOODBYEEEEEEEEE

2011-12-16T17:34:00.001+08:00

Hi! Currently in amk kpool right now with b and his friends~ my aunt is coming anytime soon! sigh~ I don't deserve a second chance do I ? I don't think I do. Well~ since I'm given a second chance, I must change! For my own sake or for b sake! :( have no idea what was I thinking! I must be put of my mind to actually backstab my own boyfriend! What have I became into?! sigh sigh!
Didn't go for the npcc lunch gathering~ don't feel like going at all~ must meet up with them next time! :) miss ivy they all! Haha! My pubor Chou nu ren!
Now I'm back at home! :) LG!
Anyway, sisters~ haiiiiiiii! Saw sun at j8 just now! But I was in the bus. Then bitch called with a fucked up tone. Watever!
MY PASSPORT IS WITH MY GRANDMA!!!! omgggg!!! Confirm cannot go Liao :(

2011-12-16T06:05:00.001+08:00

At this moment, I really feel like hugging you... But I know I can't do this... Gonna miss all your tight and warm hugs, gonna miss the long kisses we had. And lastly, gonna miss someone by my side all the time... I must stop thinking about it. I cannot be so selfish... CONTROL! :(

I am stupid

2011-12-16T05:52:00.001+08:00

Giving a serious thought, I was immature, childish , selfish and dumb! And a fucking backstabber! Forever acting rashly without thinking. I'm sorry to hurt you so deeply. I'm not a good girlfriend. Now that you're so disappointed in me, I think this r/s won't be able to last right? I'm the one who caused this. And now all I can say is that, I'll change. No matter how long it takes. I'll try to change my childish behavior. I'm a burden to you. And now, I should stop being a burden. Really sorry to cause you these miseries. The amount of trust you had for me is total zilch now~ this is my fault and I'll try my best to save it. Sorry that you were wrong about me. And sorry that this r/s has got to turn out this way because I'm immature. I'm the one who blew this r/s up. Sorry doesn't cure anything at all so I guess anymore amount of sorry won't help. Right, but I think there is nothing much more I can say than sorry now. So, I'm sorry.

2011-12-16T00:46:00.001+08:00

People make me not trust them anymore gradually. Thinking that I could trust people whole heartedly! But I was naive all along. Sigh~ tired! Shall go sleep now! Sleep away my troubles or whatever! Nights!

2011-12-15T15:06:00.002+08:00

Hi! :) heehee! Love my black nails! <3 but it's a little chipped! :( had a great day with my ah chuaaaaaaa! Haha! Love her! <3 nonsensical day! Sent her to school first but lost my way to the train station! :( dumb die me! Haha! Walk all my way to the plaza sing but halfway, walked back again! SO EMBARRASING! :$
Went to meet baby after that! Accompany him at bishan park Mac to slack with his friends!
They are so funny! Haha
Ok, b is playing with my finger nails now! Haha!
Signing off now! Meeting my aunt later on! Heehee! And she COULDN'T FIND MY PASSPORT :(
ok, really going off now!

CIAOOOOO

2011-12-14T14:38:00.000+08:00

hi!!! meeting MY DEAREST AH CHUA LATER ON~ :) <3 b went out already~
Happy Birthday Onew !! #dubuonewday <3
haha! cannot get over ONEW!

ONEW OPPA IS SO CUTEEEE!!!! <3<3<3<3 love him!!! heehee~

ok, stop here first! gotta go prepare to meet my dearest BAOBEI!

110226 百分滿分 E14 ONEW 中字 full

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SALTS~

SHINee-Last Christmas.wmv

2011-12-14T00:57:00.002+08:00

溫流給未來老婆的話~

2011-12-14T00:57:00.001+08:00

onew is saying it to me!!!!!!

溫流病

2011-12-14T00:56:00.000+08:00

AAAAHHHHHH

2011-12-14T00:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONEW <3
Today is onew's birthday :) I LOVE HIM!!! My wish for onew is that hope you are happy in whatever you are doing! Stay healthy and i will love you no matter what! Saranghae! Ti amo! <3 you are the best! Hwaiting!!! Chicken maniac!!! Onew oppa! :)
ahahaha! Gonna get scolded if anyone sees this post but still :):):)
Slept practically whole day today! Lol! Don't know why sia! Meet up with Andy Sean and Kenneth! Played cards and I WON ALL E WAYYYYYYY! lucky girl :) heh heh!

AIGOO! <3

2011-12-13T02:52:00.001+08:00

Ok, feel like scolding vulgarities now~ mood swing! FUCK YOUUUUUUU!!! knnbccb! SFA! FUCK OFF!!!!! rawrrrrrrr!!!! Aaaaaahhhhhh! Szjjxsmfkfkdskskdkckekdknxkdkfksdjxkfkdkfkdjdkdjdjajwekdjjfkgkdskxjfkfkkdkdkjfjfjfjfkfidisfjfjdkjdkssksjfjfjfjfjfjfjfkdksodkwskskfkdjdnakekfjxkskskskfkdjdkjdjfkdjdkddkdkfjfjfjfjfjdjskskdkdkcjdjfjjfjfkfkck
Ok! Enough! :@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@
FUCK!

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1st #imagine Onew is your boyfriend, he do not have to go for work today. The weather today is hot and sunny. So he decided to ride a bicycle with you. Both of you went to the park, ride for a few hours. You were tired so you said "Onew uh, I'm feeling very tired now. Can we rest for awhile?" Onew said "Sure, you'll wait for me here and I'll go and buy some drinks." You waited for him for 10 minutes, and he came. Both of you rest under a tree and chat for a long time. Onew said he feel like playing catching with you and he wants you to be the catcher. You didn't agree but he ran away. You chased Onew at the back, you can't catch him because he ran too fast. You feel uncomfortable and shouted "Onew..st..stop.." But he continue running. Onew keep on running and running, suddenly, he stopped and turn back. You were no longer chasing him. Onew felt weird so he ran back again. While he was running, he saw a crowd. He went there and take a look. You was fainted! Onew squeezed in and carry you. He shake your whole body and said "Wake up! Don't fall asleep! Please don't leave me! I shouldn't have left you behind. I have forgotten you can't run too fast!" He cried. After awhile, you open your eyes and said "Silly..silly boy, I'm al..alright." He hugged you tightly, cried and said "I thought you are going to leave me.." You said "I haven't even catch you, how can I leave you?" ♥

2011-12-12T14:12:00.001+08:00

Hello hello! Meeting my aunt later on! :) feeling kind of sleepy now! :(
Played audition last night:) heh heh! WAS A TOTAL NOOB LA! but then I think not bad Liaoooo :) haha! Self delusion!
Anyway, I think HSH IS VERY FUN NOW :) hahahahaha! Spam spam spam! :D
This post sound happy right? Well, I am happy!!!
All the happy moments I used to have just keep popping in my brain and I cannot stop myself from smiling all the time :):) I AM THE BESTEST FRIEND OF ALL! :) no such word but still, I'm the best!
Byebyeee! Suddenly feel that I'm a little crazyyyyyyyyyyy~ but I <3 it!

A-C-T. C-U-T-E! BTH

2011-12-11T20:36:00.001+08:00

Keeping things to myself is already a way for me to protect myself since young. This also the reason why I find it hard to open my mouth to tell you what I'm thinking. All the time you are telling me to care for myself first. I don't know how to. I've never tried it before. Yes, people do change and I have not. And you are afraid that I'm going to get bullied or get advantage of. I remember every single word you say. And this blog is not to show you how pathetic I am. It's kind of a way To communicate with you! Well, i guess you really dont know me well enough. To let you know what I'm thinking. Every single quarrel you see me keeping quiet and you were annoyed. But I just can't tell you what I'm thinking. I don't know what I can do anymore alright? Its not that I don't trust you. It's that the wall of protecting myself is already here when I was young! I'm sorry if I make you feel like a fool or make you feel like I was treating you like a toy! And just to let you know I didn't treat Matthew or jayme like a toy in my entire life before! Not only them! EVERY SINGLE ONE IN MY LIFE, I've never treat anyone like a toy! So, take back your words~

2011-12-11T16:01:00.001+08:00

Hii!! Feel like doing a random typing here! Sksjxdrifwajddkdkdjdjsfjfsjwjejfhshwhshdjfjfsjskjdrjdhwushfjfjjsjwddfjdjsjssjdjjdjdkdfjfjfjdiwejjrjsnajdjdisjdjzjcjsnsndjrjdd!
Ok! Enough! Just woke up~ had my lunch- chicken rice~ a pity that I don't have any appetite to eat~ blogging now while waiting for b to finish eating.
Was thinking If I were to choose a magic power, I would choose to have invisibility power! So that no one knows I'm here! SO DAMM COOL! :) haha! Just random thinking!
Am feeling cold right now :( blanket keeps me warm :)
MAINTAIN!!! need to maintain! :)
Smile and accept the truth no matter how bad it is! Stay strong and be happy is the most important thing! Right~ shall stop here!
:):):) smile moreeeee

2011-12-11T04:12:00.001+08:00

Hi! Spent the whole day at home, practically sleeping~ feeling tired all the time these few days! Hope this will stop after my period ends! HOPE SO! sigh~ jobjobjob~ still can't find one yet! Gonna look for one next week! DOUBLE CONFIRM!
Humans are funny creature~ they wanna forget all unhappy stuff and forever be happy. But then nothing can ever be forgotten if it ever happened before. If it was me, I would also have chose to avoid unhappy stuff and live in delusion! #just wondering~
have not been twitting these few days, feel like as though 1939459543 years like that! LOL! need to maintain a low profile! Sometimes, it's never good to let too many people to know how you are doing. Only your close friends should know! :) 2011 is coming to an end~ new wish for 2012 is to be happy and get rid of all unwanted troubles~ new year, new resolution! But it seems like this years resolution could not be fulfilled! Try harder~
I WANT TO BE A HAPPY GIRL! :)
Meeting both my aunts next week, but not sure when though. Quite excited! Gonna use my old number back~ heehee!
Ok, signing off now~
CIAOOOO

2011-12-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNI :) <3
heehee~ 4 months liaoooo! so fast right!i love you baby! :)
HEH! you are sleeping right now!!! and i'm hungry right now! and another bad cramp is here :( life sucks! \
still helping b to add friends! managed to squeeze him into top 25! :) BETTER THANK ME HOR! haha!
listening to avril lavigne's songs! and just realised that ONE DIRECTION's GUYS DAMM HOT!!! ahaha!
their song also quite niceeee!!! christmas is coming!!! but it doesn't really matter to me! i don't even celebrate it! but still the atmosphere is good! sigh~ ah xiang's laptop cannot type in microsoft words anymore which means, MY RESUME CANNOT BE DONE! :( like that how to send to the job application?!?!?!

stomach still damm pain now! :( need to eat med soon le! waiting for b to wake up! shall add friends first! BRB!

2011-12-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

ok! HAVING STOMACH CRAMP RIGHT NOW! AND I HATE IT! :( FEELING SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! :(
slept for like 9 hours today and i'm still tired! F THIS! plan to go swimming in the end STUPID MENSES CAME! then never go. and sheila birthday also no one plan properly. LOL! anyhow~
met my aunt last night~ she was lateeee!!!! :( walked around popular and decided to buy a card for chow!
ate SUSHI TEH~ can die! but it's yummy~ wasted that i've got no appetite and i ate so little!!!! kind of craving it now! heehee~
she bought me LOTS OF CHEWING GUM! ENOUGH TO OPEN SHOP LIAO! haha! one packet of jelly beans <3 1 box of chocolate~ and of course the MEE SUA from taiwan! that packet of mee sua brought back memories when i was still at home. LOVE TO COOK AND EAT WITH SUN! :( MISS HER~
took a look at the info that my sis looked for me~ :) quite alot of job that i was interested in~ :):) i sraight apply last night! hope to have news~ I EVEN APPLIED FOR THE ZOO JOB!
haha! i love rina chua! MY NONSENSE PARTNER FOREVERRRRR! <3\
OK, CHEWING ON MY JELLY BEANS NOW! :)
signing off, gonna help b add more friends~

CIAOOOOOO

2011-12-08T17:45:00.000+08:00

[ENG SUB] Flame - "Kon Soht Mee Bang Mai (Is Anyone Single?)"

2011-12-08T17:37:00.000+08:00

lol! because of shawn, i like this song alot! <3

2011-12-08T17:25:00.002+08:00

hi again~ previous post was unacceptable so i deleted it away~
:( i am very very very SLEEPY RIGHT NOW! but i still got to meet my aunt later on~ :( ZHEN DE MEH!
tomorrow is going to be quite a busy day~ morning meet aud and afternoon meet rina they all~ yayyy~ the uniform shop aunty called! gonna go work on 22!
B has got chalet on 21-23! :(
went to accompany b to make his passport this morning!
gonna get my passport from my aunt soon too!

ok, don't know what to write now. i miss twitter now already. DAMM! WHAT IS LIFE LIKE WITHOUT TWITTER? should i continue twitting? sighhh~
haha~ couldn't take it anymore!!!! log onto twitter! THAT STUPID YX! i twitted, i've decided to stop twitting like forever! and he was like, it's best you don't flood!
(*&^%$@#%$^*&^ so angryyyy~!!!!

TOMORROW IS SHEILA CHOW's 18TH BIRTHDAYYYYY~ <3
LOVE HERR! love everyone though! heehee~

the prick is still there! nothing can be done to this! RAWRRRR!!!!! )(**&(^&%&^$^%(*&)(*^*&%^&$
CAN YOU FEEL THE PAIN?!?! I AM PAININGGGGG! ( anyway, no such word) but still :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
hope the info from my sis helped ba! really wanna look for a job! le sighhh!!!!

right~ signing off now

ILY GFC no matter what~

DA - Dai Yin Mai MV

2011-12-08T17:25:00.000+08:00

2011-12-07T05:39:00.000+08:00

hellooooo~ not sleeping!!!! and what am i doing? helping b to add friends for his HSH! agagagagaga~
shall take a break so i am dropping by to blog and crap~ actually is more of a crap! heehee~
listening to PARAMORE'S - HALLELUJAH!
screaming HALLELUJAH~ ok, my ass NUMB FROM SITTING ON THE FLOOR FOR TOO LONG~ :(
NUMB NUMBER NUMBING NUMBLING NUMBED!!! ok..
what song shall i listen next? heh~ PLAIN WHITE T's 123~
there's only 1 way, 2 do, 3 words, I LOVE YOU~ AS EASY AS 123~
heehee~ ow it's mu turn to cheong HSH~ WAS COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW NO LIFE THIS GAME IS BUT I STILL PLAY~ =,=. WELL, i got no life also~ hahaa
decided to go home tomorrowwwww~~~~ hope my aunts won't be angry :(
ok, shall continue adding friends~ BRB!
OK, STOP ADDING ALREADY~ :@

it just feels like things will never be the same again. like how an injury will heal but the scar remains and how lightning don't strike the same place twice~ ok, signing off now!

IMAPG

2011-12-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

hi! just woke up! nothing to do now! damm it la :( never go home to get my stuff and also never pick up my aunt's calls! GG.COM! rawrrr!
right~ today whole day rot at home~ boredboredbored~ :/ CHOW's birthday coming :) don't know how to celebrate it for her~ shall plan with AH CHUAAA!
yea, met ah chua last night~ accompany her to have dinner at mos burger! brought andy to meet her too! :)
talked to besty last night,, :( he've changed so much! well yeah, in life people do change. they come and go. never expect anyone to stay by your side forever, because one day, they'll leave you. learn to take things to stride~ but still i want this besty back. BRENDA IS NOT SUITABLE FOR YOU! DON'T JUST LIKE SOMEONE BLINDLY!!!!! :( but so what if i tell you? nothing goes in. disappointed though. anyway, there no problem between us anymore so i'll just drop it. one day you'll know. shall wait for that day. i'm always here ^^

right~ going out whole day tomorrow~~~ morning accompany baby and his grandma to polyclinic first before going to lavender. B is renewing his passport. and after that dinner with ... don't know if i'll be anxious or anything but i don't feel anything right now though~
PHTIWBAT
anyway, my body clock is SCREWED! :( sleep in the morning/afternoon and active at night? GG LA!
and i must really go LOOK FOR A JOB LIKE RIGHT NOW!!!!!

COUNTING DOWN: this sat :)

signing off~
I AM A PETTY GIRL

2011-12-05T18:31:00.002+08:00

Hi again~ went out in the morning to buy breakfast and also went to baby's grandma house! Was a little nervous! B wheeled grandma all the way to poly clinic then we went home~ was tired :( eyes a little swollen! Ajxjwdisjxndnsjsjdj

Quarreled with raven and brenda! That girl ah! Tsk! Acting like as though she is ah LIAN! Dont know how old Liao!
I MISS YOU AUDREY CHEONG WEILIN! I know you are gonna read this part! <3 I'm still quite apologetic about me being a bad friend! You are so right lo~ don't stick with me too much.. Im not a good friend~ sigh! Anyway, I STILL MISS YOU

right~ now main topic! I AM REALLY TRYING MY VERY BEST NOT TO GET JEALOUS LO! :( YOU THINK I LIKE TO BE JEALOUS ALL E TIME MEH?! I'M STILL TRYING TO GET USED TO IT LO! :(:( don't understand how I feel at all! this kind of thing if say to you I already knew what you gonna say. These kind of things jealous for what? Then what can I say? I admit that I'm petty k! :(

Signing off now!

2011-12-05T08:18:00.001+08:00

Shall blog now~ early in the morning! I don't have anything to blog about lei! But just feel like staying here to talk about craps and nonsense!
我是一个倔强的人！
Anyway, I love my green nails although they look a little annoying though! Haha!
大便大便大便！haha~ just feel like saying! Heh! Feel much better now! THIS IS MY PRIVATE SPACE AND I CAN SPEAK MY MIND HERE! woohoo！ jdjgshxnmczhdjfstjcdh!
Haha! Ok, stop le! BYEBYE

2011-12-05T01:43:00.002+08:00

Hellooooo~ met up with AH CHUA! <3 really feel very happy now! Anyways, went home today! Baby accompanied me home! Haha! He was a little awkward when he saw my maid! And yea, have not been home for like a million years. When I was at the silver table at my house, it feels like as though everything happened just yesterday. And the feelings were unrealistic~ nevertheless I miss home!
:( I miss Princeton, I miss my room, I miss my bed! And most importantly, I miss my boaster! :(:( my aunt bought souvenirs for me when she went Philippine! HEEHEE <3 I love her!
And I miss her too!
That Mitch Bitch asked me to call her just to SCOLD ME! :@
She said I've changed so much... :( that SIBAPO!
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
I'm stopping here!

Ciao~

2011-12-01T18:13:00.000+08:00

helloooo~~~
saw something funny just now~ ssssh! entertainment of my life now! so bad but still AHAHAHHA! SUCK IT UP BITCH! :)
bored, boring, boredom! :( LIFE IS BORING!
anyway, meeting AH CHUA later on! mani <3 wooohooo!
i'm very hungry now but b is till sleeping! if he sees this, he's gonna say nobody ask you to wait! :(
i feel very blessed even though we quarrel from time to time, argue. but we do have beautiful memories we've created together~ living together like a though we are husband and wife, PPP, cook, talking nonsense, piggy back me, playing games! I LOVE YOU my dear GOH FU! <3
i will tend to get jealous easily, even though there is nothing between you and her. i just don't like it :( (don't ask me why)( i dislike her just like how you dislike matthew & jayme) anyway, i am trying to control myself not to get jealous because i have things that she doesn't have which is Y-O-U! :) no matter what, you are still mine! anyone can get a taste of my fist if they try to snatch you away! heehee~
I AM A HAPPY GIRL WHO HAVE GOOD FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND LOVE! WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR? :D
hmm... these few days my aunt went overseas. forgot to wish her have a safe trip :/ miss my family alot alot~ only a few la! the rest i don't B-O-T-H-E-R at all! :)
have been feeling tired easily these few days eh! :( don't even wanna wake up to do anything at all!

ok, shall stop blogging! GOODBYEEEEEEEEEEE!

ps: i don't like you! :/

SHINEE <3
ONEW OPPA! <3

2011-12-01T02:39:00.001+08:00

Have not blogged for a million years again~ LOL!
getting really lazy! I'm so BOREDDDDD! rawr!
Job job~ where are you ?
Sigh~ had a hangover like 2 days ago? ALMOST DIED! the feeling was quite terrible and also did or say something I shouldn't have said to baby! GOSH! :( so embarrassing lo!
Woah~ someone not bad ah~ Anyway, just know your limits! because there is a limit to one's patience~ so there! Know where you stand so you won't get lose. Don't stand too tall or you might fall! Ok, shall stop blogging now!
One last thing: pray to the star tonight that SHINEE will come to Singapore next year! Pray to the stars every night! I LOVE ONEW! SARANGHAE 
온 유 남 편

2011-11-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

hi~ stayed at home the whole day, woke up at 4 plus~ aud was so angry with me :( woah~ she scolded me like I CAN TOTALLY JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING AND DIE~ but it was my fault. i was such a lousy friend.... it's her birthday and such simple thing as waking up early to meet her is also difficult. whatever she said was right. why did she even stick so close to me in the first place? hope to make up to her somedays~
:( i'm really sorry aud~
till now still haven't found a job yet... LIKE A SIAN!
meeting mich bitch tomorrow~ feel like a loser now! DAMMMM!!!! :(
anyway, these few days was quite peaceful~ heehee~
getting lazier day by day if i don't get a job soon! FML
ok, shall stop blogging! GOODBYE!!!

2011-11-28T02:38:00.001+08:00

helloooo~ just walk back from amk to tpy! :( MY LEGS ARE SO SOUR!!!! haah~ but it has beem quite long since i walked so much, so i shall treat it as an exercise!
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY! <3
went kpool just now~ khai cheatt, andy, sean, raven and b was playing so i just sit down there and slack~
yesterday was besty's birthday :) went to his bbq! enjoyed myself except the part where all the cats were FOLLOWING ME :( damm the movie! make me so scared of cats right now... and right before besty's bbq, i went to cut my hair with b! :( IT WAS A DISASTERRRRRR!!!! RAWRRRR!!! hate my hair now~ seriously! _l_ :(:(:(:( DAMM IT!!!! *(&%^@$#%^$&*&^%*^&&*%^&&$^^%%^ NOW IT'S GPNNA TAKE ME ANOTHER MILLION YEARS TO GROW IT BACK OUT AGAIN!
somehow, we were friends with BENNY again. was VERY HAPPYYYYYY :)
and i've not seen b laugh or smile so much like last night~ haha! i knew that he enjoyed himself!
silly boy <3
sheila and aud came also~ but stayed for a while!
we got screened! and this time the situation was a little fucked up! LOL!
going out later with aud :) hope we can enjoy ourselves later on!
shall stop here~ byeeeeee

2011-11-24T15:20:00.000+08:00

heh heh <3 so cuteee!

how i miss those days where we get to skype every night~ <3

this is a wallpaper that i've created to put on baby's desktop wallpaper

random shot of me!

JIAO BINSSSS

2011-11-24T15:16:00.000+08:00

hellooooo~
have not blogged for 2329473856 years! :@
having my stupid hols now and i feel BORED! :( can't find a job that i like~
sighhhhhh!!~~~!~!~!~
it was prom night yesterday, lucky i didn't go for it~ but heard that it was fun.
hmm.. i think worse come to worse, i'll ask rina to let e work at her banquet there alrdy! le sigh~
dyed me hair 2 days ago with baby's help! heeeeee! but so far the color wasn't really obvious! gonna dye again next week! laliluuuu
this sat is my besty's birthday~ feels kind of weird because i have not seen everyone for so long. :( miss the past few months where we'll go out almost everyday!

i'm thinking of what to get for aud's birthday~
choosing present for that girl is so HARD! rawrrr!
anyway, just back from sky garden! my 1ST VISIT THERE!
:) sitting down to slack with baby and andy! was laughing at all my facebook friend's name.

reblog from yesterday~ just woke up! it's already 3plus. my knee and back pain :( don't know what happen!~
yayyyy~ going out later! hop i can get to cut my hair by today~

JOB JOB JOB JOB JOB! :( still can't find one! WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FIND? #fml

2011-11-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

2011-11-18T19:46:00.001+08:00

hi~ read my horoscope today~ it turn out that me and my bf will have an argument. was hopping and praying that i could avoid it but.... it still happened~
shall not say much here~ but still... i want you to know.
anything/everything i've done, is wanting you to get rid of the past and be happy~ but i failed. not only i failed changing you, i myself have also changed. into someone i don't even recognized myself anymore.
sorry that our last date have to end that badly.
and at the end of the day, i am a nobody~ just a typical them, even worse off, making you go crazy everyday in a bad way, not being able to bring happiness to you at all. i was selfish to cling on into you knowing i wasn't the right one for you. having mixed feelings now~ all the thoughts gushed into my brain. i have no idea what i'm thinking now also~
i'm always messing things up between us! i don't wanna see you being unhappy. from the bottom of my heart. but everything i do seems wrong. and i myself don't even realized it.
within these 3 months, i've learned lots of stuff~ really really alot. thanks for the memories you've given me. said too much already~ shall stop here.
lastly, i want you to be happy. that's all i ever wanted.

2011-11-18T13:20:00.000+08:00

hihi~ just back from xin ying's house! it's her birthday today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

busy looking for jobs these few days~ SIANNNNN TO THE MAX!!! found a few though but still considering. :(

went to nex yesterday to look for jobs! ok, their pay is SHITTY! _l_ rawrrr!

having a job interview on monday! :)

shall dye my hair TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

agagaga!

2011-11-16T14:45:00.000+08:00

hi world~ just woke up! intended not to sleep :( wanted to go and baibai lo! :@
today is Ariel's 7 month anni~ :( love you! shall go tomorrow~
went orchard to meet my aunt yesterday~ talked about lots of stuff! miss her so much!
bought ying yang home for b! :) still ask me how i know! you think i bo xim kia ah! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT I LIKE! :@ RAWRRRRRRR!!!!!!! suck your blood then you know!
gonna go take a look at hair dye in watsons later on! :D
and nail polishhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
ok, shall stop here! BYEEEEEEE

2011-11-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

HEY YOU BACK MY RETARD GIRL~
thanks for that touching post~ <3
it will always serve as an reminder to me!
i love you too! & you know i meant it~
for me, once a promise was given, i'll stick to it~ i made a promised and i'm not going to break it that easily.
i remembered what the preacher said on miss lau's wedding. make sure that i become a better person and make sure he is also a better person. but things need time to change. i'm the only one who will give in so much towards anyone. no matter how badly anyone treated me. forgive & never forget is also part of my principle. i do forgive but i will never forget. i'm willing to accept it with a big heart~ being magnanimous.
the difference between me and you is that, you'll never give in to anyone who treats you like shit or mistreat you. ( except for me) and me? i forgve time and time again. you may think i'm stupid or silly. or even say love is blind.. but i'm trying my very best to change him into a better person.
i do complain to you all the time about my misery/ agony but i swallow i down at the end of the day just to make sure that he changes.
i don't like to cause sadness to myself~ I'M NOT SADIST! & I KNOW THAT WAS NATALIE WHO SAID IT!
i promise you that if i'm tired, i'l stop trying k?
you are the best girl i've alway had! <3

& my other blog is going to be continued now that O's is OVER! :)

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!

2011-11-14T19:57:00.002+08:00

O LEVELS IS FINALLY OVERR!!!!!!!!! :)
HURRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~ HAPPY GIRL :)

2011-11-14T08:12:00.001+08:00

Looking at you sleeping now~. Wondering if I'm clinging too hard~ will you be happier if I let you go? Are you really happy? You are sleeping so soundly now while I'm wide awake. Am I the only one who gives a DAMM? All these questions keep running through my head~ maybe i shouldn't hold on too hard. I shouldn't even expect anything. Kept on telling myself never to expect but I expect too much. Real too much. For that, I apologize. I'm sorry~

The higher your expectation is, the harder you fall! Mind you don't fall to death, Weihao! Bear this in mind.

I'm giving you space now! I'm sorry for my willfulness, me being hard to please, me having attitude prob?( idk If I have it), me not having any brains to understand what you are thinking. I'm sorry.

From now on, I'm gonna try not clinging on too hard, not trying too hard, giving you more freedom.
That's all & :)

2011-11-14T07:29:00.003+08:00

Hi world, wide awake now :( early in the morning quarreled with b! :( idk what to say also~ but I know, at this rate we are going, you know how well what the ending will be like... For my explanation part, I'm just gonna say people will get irritated when they have not enough sleep. I have a paper going on later and im afraid that I can't wake up! I'm very cold now and I'm having cramps again. Bet you don't even bother~
From morning, afternoon till night, I can only see 90% of your back~ that 10% left will be you turning round to disturb, smile, talk & eat. I can only get to see you when we are going to sleep~ look carefully at the we k? And then think now, when was the last time we sleep together? I was the one who slept earlier than you every night! I don't mind at all if you wake me up in the middle of my sleep~ it's because that's the only time I can get to see you! You know yourself how irritated a person cam be if he/she deprive of sleep~ I don't have to say much k? I miss you alot alot even though we are almost 24/7 tgt b! I miss you... I'm not scolding you or anything here but hope you understand~

Sorry for being fierce just now~ but please understand after you finish being angry k? And that you know I didn't meant it.

What a sorrowful morning~ gonna stay awake till 10++ not knowing what to do~ nvm, forget it!
Shall just sit and wait BA!

I want a hug right now~ you are not here....

LoveQuotesRus

2011-11-13T15:20:00.004+08:00

2011-11-13T14:16:00.000+08:00

hi, i'm wide awake now because some fatty occupied the WHOLE bed! body ache all over now! :( anyway, went to collect my pay yesterday. walk around bugis street and realised that there is nothing nice at all! that's why i didn't spen a cent on myself! went to walk at bugis junction and bought a set of smiggles for bebe~ <3 miss her! and i just know that her fav color is the same as mine! after that went home buying beard papa!
yumm~ :0

wanted to buy lots of stuff but shall save first ba~

WISH LIST:
- a new bag
- new flats/heels
-nail polish
ok, can't think of anything else~ i guess that's all! :) see? i'm easily contented lo!

tomorrow is the last paper le! :) heh heh heh! & must look for a job ASAP!
aud so lucky! already got a job! RAWR!

2011-11-12T13:47:00.000+08:00

hihi~ just came back from miss lau's wedding! it was so sweet! made me feel like getting married too :$ heehee~ but seriously, miss lau was so pretty. mixed feeling gushed to me when i saw her husband and her exchanging rings, saying vows to each other, promises, kissing~ this is like my first wedding! OMG! IT IS MY FIRST WEDDING EH!!!!
was quite touched and i felt happy for her! hope she have a blissful marriage and born babies soon!
going to get my IT fair pay later~ :) b is coming with me! :) heehee~

S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G LATER! :) <3

2011-11-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

hi! woke up with a pms today~ it was real bad! felt like as though im going to kill the whole world. but lucky i was fine after listening to some musics. :( had a bad cramp and still having it right now~ don't feel like moving at all! went out in the evening to buy woman stuff and bought another pair of black pearl ear rings~ :)
going for miss lau's wedding tmr! :)
hope she is happy and blessed!
and i'm going to get my pay tomorrowwww! S-H-O-P! WEEEEEEE~~~
my dear goh fu! i love you!

2011-11-11T02:33:00.000+08:00

Hi, have not been blogging for a million years~ finally finished my mt papers! Left with the science mcq and I will never get to study again! Yes!!!! So happy!
But I'm having my stomach cramp now :( it was 3rd month anniversary yesterday~ went out with b to play bowling at some club~ first time in his entire life that he trash me! And it will also be the last time :) heehee~ was reading b's text when I was waiting for train to come after my mt paper~ looking back at the way we talk! Was retarded but cute~ haha!
Nonsense kid!

I miss the times when we will talk on the phone till I fall asleep~
or when you send me home every night!
You are already part of my life~ you must not walk out of it without my permission!

<3 to <3 session sometimes is good because you can let someone know how you feel~

Lastly, still can't accept the fact where people who are just so shameless do actually exist in the world _|_ hate people who are like that! They should just seriously measure how thick their skin will be!

2011-11-07T00:56:00.000+08:00

Hi, nothing to do now so I shall blog~
hmm... Kept on thinking what happened last night and what you've said. Somehow, I've got this feeling that we are kind of drifting apart.. You said about not bothering anything about me anymore~ it was quite hurtful but I didn't say anything. I know you'll be reading my blog so I figure out that this is probably the best way to tell you... :( you said you've already found a reason why we might break next time~ i didn't know how to react to that. I think that somehow the feeling of that we will last is getting lesser and lesser after every quarrel we had. Well, shall forget about this now~

I love you! My baby goh Fu <3
My dearest Lao gong!

2011-11-05T19:01:00.000+08:00

hihi! IN A VERY RELAXING MODE NOW :) WEEEE~ finally ss & f&n OVER! :) HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! :)
study these both subjects ah, really can kill me de! f&n was a little bad~ hope i still can get my b3 or b4? however ss is GOOD! :) SRI LANKA CAME OUT! :) i am damm happy x23985486573947357 :)
now left with history & chinese liao! chiong tomorrow! :D
quarreled with b yesterday :( communication problems again.... but we were alright already. got a little affected by the quarrel during my f&n paper :( but i managed to finish my paper lo~

went to jiayi house yesterday~ finally friends with sheila~ we were having fun like we were in sec 2 or 3! love them loads~ really treasure them! <3

and today~ i'm going to watch IN-TIME with b, aud, jia ming, marcus! :)
OK~ going off already!

CIAO~

2011-11-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

hi world~ finally science papers are over~ I CAN THROW ALL AWAY! :D
went to school in the morning but before that i went home~ almost melt under the sun. but when i reached school, i almost drowned in the rain~ LUCKILY I WAS FAST ENOUGH!
slept for like half an hour of the paper~ was so groggy! gosh! went home after that!
went to nex to look for mich just now~ walk around nex and went home~
SHINEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
ONEW SO HANDSOME! <3
heehee~
ok! shall go study now!

2011-11-01T12:20:00.001+08:00

dear Ariel,

mummy do love you. she had no choice but to do it~ thousands of apology will never make up how much hurt mummy had done to you.. but, mummy regretted what she had done. you were never meant to be with mummy. you must be in pain at that point of time. you will find someone better than me a million times alright? mummy will be praying for you anywhere and everywhere.

sigh, was quite disturbed and started thinking a lot after watching the horror film... and then i realized that i was a heartless bitch. i actually wanted to take ..... away on the 15th of april and its like the very day of my birthday in oct.. WHAT WAS I THINKING?! screw myself. :( looking back, i just realised that im a foolish girl who never think twice on things i've done and what consequences it will lead to. :/

well, i'm going off for exam now~ brb

2011-10-31T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hi, happy Halloween guys! Rotting at home today :( no treats or tricks! Gaagaggagagagaagag!
Anyway, gonna have my exams tmr.. But I don't know is physics or chem! Who cares! LOL!
hope o level be over real soon! left with history, f&n and ss!
HEEEEEE!!!!
miss my friends~ especially rina chua!!!! shall meet up with them real soon! :)
after exams! need to look for job ASAP! heehee~ then can go shopping!!!
woken up by many phone calls today :( was quite pissed! rawr!

anyway, i cooked dinner with baby yesterday! almost burnt the kitchen down! was quite fun anyway, cooked lots of stuff like fried egg, sardines, sotong, chicken fillet, soup!
gonna stop eating sardines like for 323879534546 years~

shall meet my sis soon~ to get my phone back! i miss that old phone~

ok, shall stop here~

2011-10-30T00:41:00.000+08:00

Hiiii! I'm bored to death already :(
Went out to study with jannah, Denise and zaneta today~ was quite productive but not enough time to study~ went home at around 3 plus~
Spent the whole day at home :( I'm going crazyyyyyy!!!!
Hope that I can get to walk walk tomorrow:(
And I also wanna celebrate Halloween :(:(
I wanna go sentosa, 13 cells, scape or tricks or treat...
Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

2011-10-29T00:55:00.000+08:00

Hi!!! Math is finally OVER! weee~ but then te result will definitely be like shit~ well, forget it! Shall not bother anymore! Focus on other paper!
Anyway, went out with baby today! To eat botak jones and ice kimo~ ate baileys & rum and raisins! Woots~ Haha~ was cracking jokes with baby about him being a loanshark! So funny~
Oh ya! An the bus that we took broke down! SO FUN! wished that mich bitch and sun was here! It will be really chaotic then! Ahahhaha~
My 1st encounter of bus breaking down! Yayyyyy!
And baby was like scolding me crazy, what's so funny about bus breaking down then we walked home!
Heehee~ going out to study with zaneta, Denise and jannah~ :)

Having a terrible headache now! Shall end here!
<3 GOH FU

2011-10-28T01:27:00.000+08:00

Hi, isn't feeling really happy now~ sigh... My bloody math! Fuck it~ atrocious result! Ok, stop complaining.. Lucky b and Aud cheer me up! Hope for the better~
Pray hard that paper 2 won't kill me~
Anyway, left a few more days. Shall work hard for the rest of the papers and not let myself get affected by the bloody math!

CHEER UP WEIHAO!!!!! :) you can do it!
加油

2011-10-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

Hi, shall blog for a while before I sleep! Tmr is my DOOMS DAY! because it's math paper! Lala lalalalallala! Shall wake up early in the morning tmr to go to school and chiong last minute! Hmm... Went out with my Sis yesterday! Was quite fun! :) met sun and went to look for the fat bitch! Wanna slap her 1283858372917384 million times! Grrrr!
Then went to study with Audrey today~ was really glad that she is willing to spare some time out to study with me~

Miss my aunt suddenly~ ALOT ALOT! Anyway, HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO EVERYONE even though it has nOthing to do with us! Weeeee~

Ok, shall go sleep alrdy! NIGHTS TO THE WORLD!

Never like people venting their anger on me! It's not like as though I'm the one who made you angry lo! :( but I will still forgive and forget!

2011-10-25T03:33:00.000+08:00

hi! ALMOST DIEDDDD!!!!!! my english can just be prepared to get F9! _l_ rawrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!
woke up late today~ rushed down to aud's house to study, hoping that i can squeeze some last min info! Had lunch downstairs her house~ gossip about some girls~ haha!
Went home after that to get my bread! Miss my aunt so much :( sigh~ hope she is fine and no gossips anymore!
Heart broken to see her crying last time...

Went to school after that for my paper~ totally flunk it! I ACTUALLY DIDN'T READ THE INSTRUCTION BEFORE DOING MY COMPREHENSION! DAMM it!!!!! Rawrrrrrrrrrr! Forget it la~ shall try aim for better results of other subjects~
Ok, goodnight! Lazy to blog alrdy!

2011-10-23T14:05:00.000+08:00

hi, getting lazier recently for blogging. sigh~ i've got my english paper tomorrow and i ha ve not prepared anything at all. this reallu suck eh. i just keep having this feeling that i can't be least bothered about this fucking o levels. and as a matter of fact, i have not really done any preparation yet. oh god! i need motivation!!!!!!!!
FML~
i don't even know what i want in my life now. the way i view my future, it seems blur. well, i think the problems all lies with me. friends around me encouraging me so much and all my teacher not giving up hopes on me. i owe them too much! miss tan's lesson i think i only attended once out of like a million lessons? then how am i suppose to pass math? i am FUCKING CONTRADICTING MYSELF RIGHT NOW!

forget it~ life is fucked up!
can totally just not hope for too high~

baby is soundly asleep now when it is 2PM! just as i mention, he woke up immediately!
AND MAKING SO MUCH NOISE! BLAH BLAH BLAH~
yayyy~ having macdonald for lunch and there is a WHOLE LOAD OF STICKERS!!!!!!!!!!! weeee~
hope i can get something out of it! or else.... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

but still, i'm gonna text aud and ask her for the format for letter writing~ :(
FML!

2011-10-20T19:48:00.001+08:00

hi~ had my o level prac today! ALMOST DIED! aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh! wrote a wrong answer :( ammonium to ammonia! FML! rawrrrr!!!!!! broke the glass rod just now! heehee~ too playful le!
saw kelly <3 on my way home! aaah! so happy!!! weeeee~
anyway, talked to aud just now.. she told me that i've changed. becoming more and more irresponsible... well... i don't know what to do... feel so out of space. i wanna change for the better..

hope i can turn back into the old me...

shall study later.. after cooking dinner. :)

BYEEEEEEEEE

2011-10-19T22:50:00.001+08:00

aaaah~ have not blog for 103844868745942849 years already! haha~ damm lazy! + BUSY! heh~ having my science prac for o level tomorrow~ never even study at all! went to school in the afternoon and listen to craps! blah blah blah~
can't believe that my papers are starting soon! :( still not studying.... RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

AHAHAHA~ just farted~ oooops! haha! baby was quite surprised! ahahahahahahaha!

hmm... had a little tiff with baby yesterday... didn't text him in the morning when i left for school! I was late ok! :( but we were fine after that! bought mee sua home and eat together with baby! wanted to go jogging but it was raining~ grrrrr!
getting fatter day by day.... ALL GFC FAULT! let me eateateat! )()*&^E%^&*(&^%$#$$%^&

my dear GFC! I never regret being with you ever and I love you. each time we quarrel or each time we had any disagreement, i will still fall for you deeper every time i look into your eyes~ let's continue the way we are now, cuddling each other to sleep, suddenly turning around and hug me while playing com, eating our lunch/dinner together, watch tv, insult each other, long kisses and of course sometimes our silly little quarrel k! <3

And i finally get to watch "what's your number" with bb! :)

2011-10-18T00:50:00.000+08:00

hi world~ happy belated birthday to myself~
18TH BIRTHDAY! I AM FINALLY 18TH YEARS OLD!
right, started the day when i woke up at 8.30 am and to just to realize that i was late for math remedial~ was boring! however, was quite happy to receive birthday present from crystal~
<3 them loads~

reblogging after 2 days!

DAMM LONG HAVE NOT BLOGGED! anyway, on my 15/10, Sean, Andy ,raven, keane and baby celebrated my birthday with me :) went to marina square to play bowling~ had been to marina square like once a week since 2 weeks ago~ haha! and the purpose is also the same : BOWLING~

2011-10-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

And now, I'm feeling quite sad... B is angry that he had to wait for me for so long... Sigh~ what should I do now? Aaaaaahhhhhh!!!! Vexed! :( how to cheer him up? Feel like going over to give him a hug...

2011-10-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

hi~ it's graduation day yesterday! Cried alot~ will gonna miss all my teachers~
however, I'm gonna be free from school like forever! Yayyyyy!

Anyway, today as usual I overslept, so i didn't go for math class. Managed to wake up at 11 plus so I rushed down to school! Crystal and on yi were DAMM sweet! They baked me sponge cupcakes of mango and chocolate flavor! LOVE THEM! Hee Hee~ tsuyi, Samuel, Valerie, lydia, crystal and on yi Sang me a birthday song! In English, Chinese and Korean version! And I love the Korean version the most! <3

And in the evening, I went out to have dinner with Audrey that retarded girl~ went to city hall, and ate at the pizza place~ waited for quite long before we managed to grab a seat! After that we went to shop for my present! I was right when I guessed that Aud will have a hard time choosing my present ! And we left, sent Aud to bishan and went home.. Aud Gave me my present and sha gave me a cupcake necklace. She said because I'm a sweet friend! :) love her loads!

2011-10-13T02:03:00.000+08:00

hi~ skipped school again. it is freaking the second last day of school but im still not attending...
text miss lau to tell her that... :(
i'm really glad that all my friends were encouraging me not to give up because i have already come so far. i don't know what came over me to even have such a thought about giving up when so many people has helped me alot.
:( SHALL GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW BECAUSE it's graduation day tomorrow!!!!!!!!
finallyy!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-10-11T20:50:00.000+08:00

hi~ i'm here to grumble and complain, so bear with it,

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~KSJDKFHFGVCDDJFKD

FUCKING HATE SCHOOL! i don't have any passion or motivation to fucking go back to school. what the hell is wrong with people? we are all fucking living in a world full of gossips and backstabbing! NBCB! like gossiping so much~ just go and die! grrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!! seriously hate school to the max even though i'm graduating in 2 days time. suddenly missing all my friends... at least they aren't the fucked up kind!

miss those times when me, rina, jiayi, sheila will laugh and be crazy together. and there is no backstabbing and being hypocrite~ facing people like that will make me grow sick of facing people~urg~ the thought of them really can drive people crazy! WANNA PUKE!

PLASTICS! fuck them all~ all putting on a fake front! their parents taught them that when they were young? FEEL SORRY FOR THEM~

AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!ok, enough~ not gonna scold anymore~ they should just vanish from the world~

2011-10-11T13:12:00.000+08:00

hi~ it's 2nd month anni between me and baby! was really happy actually! excited + happy! went to school abit later, lucky was NOT LATE! weeee~ hee hee~ had a boring day in school! the best part of school today is PE! a1 and a2 compete! ALMOST DIED! but overall was quite fun!
need to come school on friday & saturday!!!! aaaah!!!! MING KU AHHHH!!!!
for my math sake, JIAN CHI DAO DI! :( JIA YOU~

left half way through yau's class! she pissed aud so badly that aud wanted to go home straight~ we left! after that went home to get all my clothing. packed till i wanna die~ threw away 1 bag of clothings~ :( I HAD TO CARRY 2 BIG BAGS OF MY CHOTHINGS! stupid b don't wanna get down and help me. i was seriously quite angry :@ well, forget it.

went to have dinner at seoul garden @ city square mall~ was so damm full! aaaahhh! walk around and decided to play arcade! i had fun~ seriously from the bottom of my heart. spending every minute with you feels like a second because im happy. b asked me if i'm happy and why i'm happy together with him. i don't know how to answer. but i just know that i am hapy because i choose to be. i think you didn't really realised that you are the reason why i wanna rush home so fast everyday. you are the reason why i am happy. sigh...

didn't go to school today. couldn't wake up~ was really damm tired. guess it's due to my period. BORING!
and i guess my period is the reason why i feel kind of emotional. lots has been running through my head. but i have seriously no idea what i'm thinking also. well, got to stop blogging in case i really start thinking too much.
shall post some photos~

expectations:

reality~

CHIPSMORE! 1st birthday present! from tsuyi

waiting for our food to arrive~

thai tomyum soup base & CHICKEN!

cool right?

yumyum~

happy boy!

2011-10-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

it's true that blogging is a place where you pour your heart out! but it also depends if anyone who read it, won't get affected! people might think that so what? this is my blog, i can say whatever i want! but then that person should just know that there is someone out there reading every single word you typed! #just saying~

anyway, woke up at 12 plus today! done quite a number of things before b woke up. i finished my math paper, drew sin chan, teddy bear, doraemon for baby! and even cook fried rice + showered! see, i never waste my sunday away! hee hee~

went to town with AH CHUAAAAA! so happy! hee hee hee~ walk walk aound and then had dinner! walk and gossip like a B-I-T-C-H! <3 never see her so happy for so long already! bought pndan cake for b! i think he miss me alot when i was awayyyyy! anyway, i bought a couple tee for b & myelf! hee hee! think that he will like it ba!

it's going to be 2nd month anni tomorrow! :) we plan to go eat sushi buffet! yayyyyy! :D pray hard that next weeek is going to be a GOOD WEEK!
4 DAYS MORE TO GRADUATION! wudhcnmvfgdhgjkhsjxhhcfgjdhkslj;k
too happy already! 6 YEARS OF CANTEEN FOOD! CANNOT IMAGINE HOW CAN I NT GET SICK OF THESE FOOD! haha~

shall sleep early tonight ba~ going home to pack my stuff and get ready to move it to b house!

goh fu! I LOVE YOU!